I have been very blessed! When I stop and try to count my blessings I am quickly overwhelmed with all that I have been given. This is a very happy conclusion but it is also quite scary to consider the expectations that must come to someone who has been given so much. In the Bible we are told, "For unto whomsoever much is given, of him shall be much required" (Luke 12:48.). And in the Doctrine and Covenants we are warned, "For of him unto whom much is given much is required; and he who sins against the greater light shall receive the greater condemnation (D&C 82:3).
At the beginning of this year Laura confided in me that she wondered if this might be a difficult year for our family. I am not sure if these were inspired feelings allowing her to portend future events or rather a recognition of how fortunate we have been as a family over the years and acknowledging that it may be our turn to be tested. After all, I do believe that this life is a time for us to be tested so that we can grow as we work together to overcome these trials. So I guess it makes sense that I can't always expect sunny days.
Recently, I have seen many people suffer through terrible illness, financial stability and even untimely death of a loved one. I have wondered how they make it through such difficult circumstances. Laura gave me great comfort when she pointed out the scripture, "There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it' (1 Corinthians 10:13). Perhaps I have not had to suffer as much because I am not able to bear as much. However, it is comforting to know that when I do have trials that they will not be more than I can handle and that the Lord will help me escape it.
I am reminded of the early saints who had to endure so many terrible hardships one after another. But as they began to rebuild their lives in Nauvoo they seemed to be given a period of rest where they could regain their strength and be ready for whatever lies ahead. They did not worry away this season of joy afraid of the next storm that might be coming. Instead they worked together to build each other up and enjoy this rare time of peace.
If there are clouds beginning to form beyond the horizon I need to do all that I can to prepare. I need to fortify my defenses by building strong relationships within my family. I need to lead by example in increasing my faith in the Lord. I need to support others in their trials so that collectively we can be stronger. I also need to be sure to enjoy the current weather and catch my breath so that when adversity comes I am ready to..."Giddy Up, StevieG!"
